January 2009
17
i am weary.
here is a basic itinerary of a usual day in my life:
7:30 am wake up 8am - 3pm class 3pm - 10:30 work 11pm - 1am do some random shit 1:30 am - go to sleep
this isn’t fun, and it’s only going to get worse.
“moonlight sonata” 1. Adagio sostenuto...
16
Ludwig Van Beethoven makes me want to weep for all the beauty we don’t see in this world. his music is broken and whole, sad and joyful, light and dark.
“I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling...”
– jack kerouac
15
i have a crush on someone i feel like i shouldn’t.
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-1-25) →
The Beatles (32)
Bright Eyes (17)
The White Stripes (15)
Bob Dylan (15)
Elliott Smith (14)
Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
“Superfluous wealth can buy superfluities only. Money is not required to buy one...”
– henry david thoreau
14
why do i feel sick to my stomach to see someone i know from high school as the most hyped photo on Lookbook? This is not a girl i dislike. But she’s beautiful & seemingly perfect and both her and her sister got the attention of two of my ex’s consecutively and they never talk to me as if i’m not worth saying one word to and it sort of makes me feel like an inferior human...
13
school starts for the spring 2009 semester in 6.5 hours, gross.
12
i walked to and from Melrose Diner tonight between the hours of 2-4 am. it was beautiful and serene & quiet. it wasn’t even all that cold, just that crisp feeling that invigorates you. I like this kind of weather.
the only bad thing is with the consumption of way too much beer & gin comes to smoking of way too many cigarettes, and that gross filmy taste in your mouth. it won’t...
11
it is so tempting to pick up and move back to pittsburgh, especially with someone so tempting asking me to.
10
this has been the worst day in recent memory and i feel like complete shit. i am very very sad and lonely right now.
“he hit me & it felt like a kiss”
“you don’t know what we can find
why don’t you come with me little...”
– steppenwolf
9
my love for the beatles has fostered a love for Buddy Holly.
i spent all night speaking french lines of songs i knew to a Haitian man.
“Maybe baby I’ll have you.
Maybe baby you’ll be true.
Maybe baby...”
– buddy holly
8
i have consumed 32 ounces of orange juice in the last hour and a half.the nectar of the gods.
PUPPET UPRISING →
went to this amazing puppet show/musical theater thing tonight at the Rotunda. I’m glad Ari asked me to go with him. It was very DIY and hilarious and entertaining and everything you could ever ask for. support them, check them out, etc.
7
moving moving is no fun
and i’m only moving down the hall!
“you don’t deserve to be lonely, but those drugs you got won’t make...”
– elliott smith
6
Sam tattooed me last night, it’s a peace sign on the back of my neck. the picture is kind of bent cause im straining my arm & neck to get the picture but it’s still super cool!
Drunk spelling bee last night @ bob & barbara’s was the best ever! Nothing beats seeing wasted people try to spell things and get humiliated when they mess up.
5
do you ever sometimes find yourself sitting in your room, your plane wreck, wondering where all of this stuff came from and why you own it? you’re sitting there wondering why you can’t remember that dream you had - the one about a love you forced and accepted? wondering what purpose there is anymore, it’s all a sad, sad game.
presidents of the United States of America -...
4
winter is so lonely.
3
thanks tumblr, just thanks.
thanks to poking around this site, i stumbled upon mention of a certain blip.fm.
one hour later, i’m still obsessing over this site. it’s the perfect way to stroke my huge musical ego.
2
Jordan (my cousin) & Vassie (his very attractive friend) came to visit today. Eight days until Jordan moves in with me.
Weeeeeeeeee just riding around on El Gato (my new cruiser). It’s like a dream come true. Eleanor (my “single speed” thats in disrepair) must be insanely jealous.
“random hearts that beat for each other,
random hearts in a cruel, cruel world”
– tom gabel
1
hi, 2009. i hope the 365 days laying ahead of me are full of joy and wonder and this book:
!!!